Scene Queen: The adventure starts.

So 3 months ago I was in a job that I should've loved but everything about it depressed and stressed. The journey in, the awful admin bitches who struggled to spell their own names never mind send out contracts, the psychotic boss, the bitching, the lack of finance to create really exciting projects, the constant bitching by everyone who hated their jobs but wouldn't do anything about it.

After the most horrendous 'emergency' meeting with de burg the psycho boss I thought FUCK IT! Wrote my resignation and walked out.
And thats when my adventure started...

I decided to tackle some of the things I wanted to do before I hit 30 or some of the things I felt I should've done before I got tangled up in the career blaaaaaa....

Things to do before 30 or the 27 yr olds party hit list!

First & most importantly I want to reclaim my crown as the scene queen. Gay scene queen. As I'm constantly told gay men love me. Or I should've been a gay man. I just have a passion for hot boys, cheap drinks, bitches and the most ridiculously trashy soundtrack.

To rediscover my creativity. Deburg tried to suck it out of me but I know its in there somewhere.

To run my own club night. I'm thinking camp electro. I'm thinking kitsch. I'm thinking burlesque with a twist.

Photography. I want to perfect the art of the photograph. While I have perfected the art of the drunken photograph many do not recognise my artform. So I want to learn and photograph and learn and photograph some more.

To work in america for a little while at least. Last year I applied to study in New York. It didn't work out. I think it was my way of looking for an escape route from my awful job and awful breakup. However I do still want to go over.

To stand up for myself, without feeling guilty about it afterwards.

To reconnect with friends lost.

Theres probably more. I don't know, to find love? Find the perfect pair of heels that don't kill my feet. To learn to like more foods. To learn to enjoy cleaning (does anyone?) so that I do it regularly. To LTT a little more often...

So the adventure starts. I have no job and the prospect of having no money scares the shit out of me. But the idea of the new excites me. Even if I will have to give up my topshop habit. Fuck I'm probably going to have to start shoplifting.

H x